Am I Going To Be Hungry Forever?

About 3 1/2 years ago, my hubby and I lost our minds and went on Weight Watchers Online. We each lost over 100 pounds and, so far, we've both kept it off. Isn't that just WONDERFUL and Oh-So-HEALTHY? and don't we BOTH look FABULOUS? and doesn't it JUST SUCK OUT LOUD THAT I CAN'T EAT WHATEVER I WANT ANYMORE AND I'M ALWAYS STARVING AND CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT FOOD?

Seriously, if I had to do it all over again, I'm not sure I'd do it. Losing the weight WAS hard, but, nothing impossible. It's like we just got in a zone and before you know it, the weight was gone. What's hard is keeping it off. I LOVE food, I love everything about food and I can't get past the fact that I can't eat WHAT I want, WHEN I want, AS MUCH as I want, forever.

It IS a big benefit, health-wise, at least it is for Roger. Heart disease runs in his family and his dad died from a massive heart attack at a very young age. So, for Roger, it really IS the smart thing to do. Now Me? That's another story. People in my family live FOREVER. You practically have to KILL us to get rid of us. Witness my mean-as-hell grandmother, who died about 5 minutes before the family killed her.

So, while I'm really glad that Roger's health is going to be much improved, I'm pretty pissed off that one of the great joys of my life, namely eating, is going to be severely curtailed for the rest of my life. I HAVE to keep the weight off in support of and comraderie with my beloved hubby. So, it's all his fault and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna have to make him pay for it.